Am I Losing Myself Now?


Gone is the day when I thought I might change
Those stars don’t make me wonder anymore
I don’t find him pleasing anymore
Maybe I’m just being rude
Maybe I’m just being ignorant
Am I losing myself now?
I don’t want this
I never asked for this
But I’m sure things are changing now
But I also know, that it doesn’t please me no more
Am I losing myself now?
I don’t feel that sparkle now
Nobody can see that light now
I can’t feel those songs anymore
I think I’m becoming numb now
Am I losing myself now?


13:52
22:05:2017
©SmitFairytale
 


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