A Fairytale

I wanna go there Where stars shine bright in the dark Where beetles keep rumming on the bark Near the house old with stone walls I wanna go there Where people smile and share talks Where rabbits run and scare flocks Above the rusty window and noisy crows I wanna go there Where birds sings our favorite song Where buses are crowded for long Beside the autumn leaves and brown benches I wanna go there Where I feel all And for the world I fall In the lusty love ©SmitFairytale 24 November 2016 01:10

She sat there, beside the vintage window Writing her heart, her eyes had that glow To kiss the sun bright, her muscles curved right To have a smile so bright, like a moon at night Her hands – the Morpheus creation They hugged right on the pen, she was God’s incarnation Those eyes, wild like a fire, like a lion Like chaos over horizon Her skin, so soft, so dainty, glistening all life Brought me back to heaven, alone; that hurt like knife She was a butterfly, all belle and elegant She came, gave me life, I became her servant But she was a butterfly Never stayed for a while She loved, was she magical And then she left like a miracle I still miss her, sitting here beside vintage window She was all I had, she gave me a flow But never had I chance to tell her That I love her, that I want her That she’s mine butterfly, not God’s As he claims, to steal her But none can do, because mine heart is her Because I can’t let her go, I’ll be her Orion

You'll search for me in the places I don't belong You'll realize that fact when I'll be gone long Never had I changed what I am You'll realize you lost your gem You'll miss me with your morning snores Till the night time when you complete chores You'll search for me in your misty showers You'll remember me in your lonely hours Hope you understand what you were to me You'll be the same, just like me You'll look for me in your cold coffees Cause those brown shades would be just like my iris You'll feel how I felt You'll realize how I was; when you left But don't worry, I'll be along With you, cause… We'll search for us in the places we don't belong We'll realize that fact when we'll be gone long ©SmitFairytale November 23, 2016 00:25

You left at the dusk of May Without the memories that stay You said you’ll be happy there I hope it wasn’t your err Away from the afternoon sun You went missing for the autumn fun To the cold cities you roam I know you’ll never come back home You’ll miss your small sleeps You said you’ll gain in heaps I hope it’s true Missing the memories; you grew They say the world is round I hope we’ll meet around At the cold cities you roam Cause I know you’ll never come back home ©SmitFairytale 20 November 2016 15:19

She kissed him In the light, she nim He stood, still He couldn’t move, without her will He stared In those blue eyes, he dared Though he fall Gave up to her, all Cause she was surrogate Maybe right now she came, but she was late Cause he kissed, her not He was fucked up, was hot Cause he loved, her not Maybe someone else, she fought Cause she was surrogate You know, it was her fate And he gave up, he was weak And she came up, to sneak Someone’s shadow, fill it all She couldn’t, she was a doll Cause she was surrogate And she loved him, no hate 19:24 19 September 2016 ©SmitFairytale

Statuette I came back, to her Agitating, her to melt Though she smiled Through fluffy cheeks And curled hairs I loved her All dainty, all stone She always sees me With that adoration Never rejects When I kiss her She’s there; with me From dawn, to dusk She listens She stays She’s saturated In every fucking way But people never understand They say I’m Psycho, okay I’m Obsessed, okay And they say That she’s no good She never speaks She never smiles She never moves her fucking lips Cause she’s a statuette And she never helps When the blood runs And never moans When my cum runs They say, she’s bad But I love her. 19:26 11 August 2016 Thursday ©SmitFairytale

Thursday 4 August 2016 23: 15 ©SmitFairytale He saw her, as she came Through the door Small, Scared, Saturated She felt Coldness Ejaculating from his skin She gulped those eyes All blue, piercing her soul With sharp edges He smirked His shield worked Intimidation, he adored it You know, his shield He wanted her To shiver, to wail Cry off his pain Tearing her, apart With powers of his Intimidation She was petite But never displayed He saw it With a blink and knew She’ll be there With him Secured, Sacred, Static ‘You know where you belong right?’ He seethed He knew she would agree Even though she wish not But she would agree It affected her You know, Intimidation ‘Yes’ She whispered She submitted ‘And?’ He warned He seethed, again He didn’t like incomplete answers You know And she knew That he didn’t like incomplete answers So again she whispered ‘Forever and Always.’ He smiled At her,

Untitled She ain’t good at singing Heck, She’s worst at dancing She’s got turtle’s feet, You know Her mascara smears out, Every time. She reads, and writes And she reads, and writes Just like me You know. She smiles, rarely She laughs, Though loudly enough. She ain’t cool Sassy, apparently She speaks, rarely Though she talks A lot. Heck, don’t know What to write ahead She’s dreaming Right now You know She promised To give this poem A title But she’s dreaming So till that It’s called Untitled. 21:05 29 July 2016 Friday ©SmitFairytale

I SEE THE MIST A LITTLE FADY OH! I LOVE MY WHITE LADY HE LEFT ME THRU THE CRUB I’M FIGHTING LIKE A DRUB I KNOW I AIN’T SOBER ‘CAUSE I SEE THE MIST A LITTLE FADY OH! I LOVE MY WHITE LADY I MET HER AFTER HE WAS GONE SHE’S WITH ME THROUGH ALL DAWN CAN’T YOU SEE I’M HAPPY NOW? ‘CAUSE I SEE THE MIST A LITTLE FADY OH! I LOVE MY WHITE LADY SHE AIN’T GOT BOSOMS BUT SHE’S BEING KIND FOR SOME THAT BABE GOT ME NO ONE ‘CAUSE HE SEES THE MIST A LITTLE FADY OH! I LOVE MY WHITE LADY 20:19 MONDAY 27 June 2016 ©SMITFAIRYTALE

She used to shower at ten And get for studies when The sun had just shined by Wandering to streets of chippings She blissed in NYC of imaginings And lived the world of her own She had people whom she cherished They loved her the way she was And relished the joy of each bash She had a house, and a kitten All she did, was smitten By the home she had She got bucks every weekend Happiness for her had nowhere end She esteemed the diligence she did She had a modest life She loved every inch of it She adored all part of it She did everything for it Though it won’t mean to you But for her it does, you know, she flew Then she woke up, ain’t she? 14:53 8 May 2016 Sunday ©SmitFairytale

Roses with thorns Thing I feel Through the shadows I deal Outta there standing firm Bullets in my hearts, I never dream Numb I feel Nothing to everything I kill Not I’m Happy Nor I’m Sad Doesn’t that mean I’m dead. I speak when I want to I feel when I want to Not in pressure of horns I love my roses with thorns 9 April 2016 14:20 Saturday © SmitFairytale

WIN That’s me telling you Take it like a few There’s colossal pain You’re gonna gain Something shall come by Someone shall stab fly You’ll never know When you’ll flow Hideous pains, thorns Shall get you torn You dream, you Drown You Numb, I frown Try to say, Stand by self You’ll Win, Save yourself 22:12 4 April 2016 Monday

Turtle’s Feet… I go I go Wanna see me fall? But never gonna be I’m walking turtle’s feet see Through the water and the air I keep flying Come and hold me, if ya’ dare Ever seen someone so high? Down by the earth Tears that come for every guy But never gonna be ‘Cause I’m walking turtle’s feet see Through the water and the air I keep flying Alone I run for the trophy Call me selfish I am I’ll stay by you even on sloppy But never gonna be ‘Cause I’m walking turtle’s feet see Through the water and the air I keep flying 21:05 5 March 2016 Saturday

I lose my mind No wonder what happen that day I know that I saw a miracle Close by your sight I got lost In the heaven Unknown Wanna know what’s this The feeling I got Through the meadow Baby tell me If this is love.. -        15 Feb. 2016 -        9:20

I got sentimental Through ya words and the sight You gotta say that you’re there Beside me But i know that that’s not fair You go through my pain And lend me your glee Hey ya, why you’re like this? Betrayed by myself, loved by your words I gotta tell you my dear ‘cause you’re my lose friend See the snow is melted into tears Feeling you get away And fears that mend themselves alive 3 February 2016 Wednesday 9:58

When you’re sober There’s a lane where you’ll sleep Dying through solitude and words beneath Ya left the club at 12 quarter And also last sip attracted to your lip You come to my closet in blue And ask me to strip for you Better known that I’ll be helped out Forced to lose out, realizing you’re sober Trying to make love, through vodka and a girl But gotta have there memory Going through my sensory Says you that am claimed For ya self, forever jailed You cried that you hate me Yet today making me see When you’re sober and saying That you love me, thinking you’re playing I wish you’re up with what you say Dream that I saw on our first day Hope I’ll get my way to my to your throne And make me love with your sober’s thorn

Baby Shawty My babe you’re so adorable! Wonder I always have you on my table You make me feel strong my little miss When I gotta lift ya up for a kiss You’re my Baby Shawty I wanna have you My Almighty You’re my  trophy that I always wanted You’re my Little candy that that I always dreamed I love you my princess You’re my Barbie doll with who I wanted to mess My baby you’re so small and sweet I’m addicted to kiss you; lifting you up on my feet Baby you’re short and that’s what I love the most I gatta chance to always pick yyou up and never put you down at any cost Don’t worry my little cub; you’ll always be my super girl I’ll love you till the end, and you’ll always be my shawty girl